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Sometimes happiness gets lost
The clouds constantly absorb it
And the rain is just a tease
When the sun feels like heaven
Against your face
But the shade is never too far behind
Running from the shadow
To enjoy the light
Knowing that the blue sky
Always turns black

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Stick to the recipe

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Stick To The Recipe

In a large bowl crack two unclean hearts

Wash them thoroughly

If need be soak overnight

Pick out all the impurities, insecurities, low self esteem

Slice in to pieces to ensure the removal of all of the pain and suffering

Do not neglect this step

Respect the fact that they were both cut from a different grade

Their imperfections are not the same

And this change must happen if they are going to maintain their new substance

Add in two cups of trust

Because one may get lost in translation

Requiring multiple attempts of communication

Apologies, explanations, second chances and fighting stances to prove what was always there to begin with

Stir in one and a half cups of affection

A tablespoon of humor, a cup of respect and a heaping spoonful of forgiveness

Distribute evenly throughout the mixture

Knead intensively to provide strength and texture

Do not skip this process

As it builds the foundation for these ingredients

The very infrastructure needed to reinforce the rhythmic functions of every beat

Their bass when put together is to each other like a whistle to a dogs ear

The care that will be given will require you to add in 6 ounces of effort,

A handful of support, a teaspoon of patience, and a pinch of encouragement

Go ahead and splurge a bit

Add in some appreciation, integrity, romance, intimacy, time and work

Because nothing worth living for is easy

You have to dig deeply

Get your hands dirty

Put them back in the mixture and separate in to two pieces

Mold each one gently back into its previous shape

But not its previous state

It is now joined with the other heart

And is threaded with fragments of success

Slowly press this new essence back into the chest from which it came

Watch as it transforms the minds and souls

A new type of control

They now feel what the other held back

An epiphany occurs to react

And they offer the best that they ever had

Wondering why they never chose this recipe before

Because the ingredients were too expensive

Couldn’t find them

It took too much time to prepare

The excuses were never rare

But flowed effortlessly

We choose to improvise regularly

When sometimes it’s best that we

Just stick

Just stick to the recipe

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Side Effects

Side Effects

 

I think I overdosed on what I thought you would be

You provided a remedy to all of my symptoms

Laughter to combat my frowns

Love to ease my heartache

And a touch that would cure any wound

I was sure you were the perfect medication

You put forth so much dedication

That I didn’t even contemplate the side effects

Or what would come after I became resistant to your love

No more refills needed

No more taking you by mouth

I wasn’t expecting to be dizzy just at the thought of you

Nauseous from the smell of you

And anxious whenever I heard your name

Why do you now cause me headaches, insomnia and weight gain

You were supposed to help me regain my view on life

Instead I focus on combatting the way you make me feel

Stripped away all of my previous symptoms

Just to allocate to me the ones from your pill

But I swallowed you for way too long

Ignored the pain to prove the strong in me

The thought to leave you behind

Couldn’t have come any sooner

The truth hurts

I no longer require your so called super powers

No need to shower myself with your relief

Especially when your side effects

Tend to get the best of me

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This Thing

 

I don’t want to give up on this thing called love

Isn’t that the easy way out

Just another way of saying you’re too lazy to try

Too caught up in your feelings to realize

A good thing shouldn’t be taken for granted

A tainted decision to walk away

Before noticing that the pros outweigh the cons

The wounds will heal with time

The dull can regain its shine

If you dust it off and add some polish

And if I were to be honest

Being in love to me

Is equal to a raging war on a battle field

Your emotions become a loose cannon

Shooting jealous stares

Detonating bombs of insecurity

Slicing and stabbing the slightest sign of neglect

Were we not built to withstand

To endure the pressures of being in love

To walk this path that so many fail

I say we keep trying

Because I don’t want to give up

Do you

Hard To Come By

Hard To Come By

 

Happiness nowadays is hard to come by

A needle in a haystack

Maybe if you walk slow enough

You might just step on it

And then reflect on it

So you can feel the sensation again

Why do we have to resort to a memory

To make a smile reappear

Shouldn’t happiness be often

And not a random shade of blue

Why can’t every day shine bright like the sun

Or glow like the moon

It seems that the clouds and rain are taking a stand

Reaching their way into souls

Stolen contraband

Because we don’t give them away that easy

But once they’re gone

It doesn’t take much to notice

The bed seems more comfortable

And the tears overflow

Like waterfalls without a bottomless pit

Why do we risk countless days

Just to get a taste of happiness

When it can only last

For so long

Letter To Dad

Letter to Dad

 

So Dad

Where do I start

How about with I underestimated you

I just knew the day you left

Would be the last time I saw you

It took some time to get used to

An empty home because your presence filled it to completion

But when you deleted your love

It took your 6 year old baby girl through withdrawals

Anxious at every turn of the door knob

Hoping to see your face

Secretly wishing I was in a dream that I couldn’t wake up from

Tried not to showcase my feelings even though my heart was numb

You weren’t there to monitor the deterioration in its beating

It finally stopped because the thoughts of your last words

Kept repeating in my head

Curled up in my bed

Wondering why you would leave me behind

It took years to find out that it wasn’t intentional

The bottle was detrimental in keeping us apart

Filling your body with false satisfaction

And your heart following through with the wrong actions

Most men would have folded and threw in their cards

You decided to charge your way back into our lives

Worked hard to redirect all of your wrongs into the right direction

And even though you relapsed back to neglection

You still came back

Buried your pride and dismantled your ego

Took steps to regrow the love

That almost withered up and died

Watered it as much as needed to bring it back to life

I know I called you out more than an umpire

But you were still able to provide what was needed to help rewire my heart

Started to put back the pieces your absence charred off

Turned it into an at all costs endeavor

Proved that with time anything can get better

Hard not to remember the pain

Noting that it helped to build the woman you see before you today

I appreciate your effort

Glad I could be one of the reasons you didn’t give up

Willing to push through the negative stares for us

You lost your way just like we all do

No need to sit around and point the blame at you

I’d much rather congratulate your perseverance

And the fact that you made an attempt to be a better parent

Which is more than what I can say for some people in this world

Who toss their baby girls to the side never to return

You may not know this 

But you have applied new meaning to my life

Showed me the true value of the saying try until you can’t try

So I

Say Thank You dad

For trying and not giving up

For enduring when I know you are only so tough

For sacrificing the bottle for us

For that you have forever earned my love

Sincerely

Your Baby Girl

 

 

Rollercoaster

Rollercoaster

 

I finally bought my ticket

Ready to stand in this never ending line

So I can sit beside you for this two minute ride

That equates to a lifetime of ups and downs

Turns and twists

Screams and laughs

Topped off with a little bit of nausea

You can’t predict which turn will have me holding onto you for dear life

Before I decide to throw both hands in the sky

Just to get a taste of the thrill

Only to return it back to the place it truly belongs

You have to be able to face the twists that come along with the straights

Be willing to pull the kinks out of my knots

Because once we get on this ride

There is no turning back

We just have to fasten our seatbelts

And hope that our hearts are secure enough to hold them in place

I know there will be plenty of times

That we just want to unbuckle and jump ship

As if we already had a parachute as a backup plan

Resisting posting our failures on Instagram

We will suit back up

Fight and make up will be our new motto

Because it’s not worth throwing away all of our good clothes over one stain

When there are so many combinations

That can remove impurities, strengthen insecurities

And rejuvenate color

When I bought this ticket

I knew I wanted to get my money’s worth

Experience the joy and the hurt

Because if all of my emotions weren’t touched

It wouldn’t be enough to sustain me

You see I don’t believe in perfect

There never seems to be a straight path

But I am willing to take what we have

Stand in this line

And ride this rollercoaster ride

We call life

Beside of you

I will squeeze your hand and let it go

Laugh until I cry

Be disappointed in you and disappointed in me

I will love you every day even when it hurts

I will be excited with our ups

And stubborn in our downs

We will fly and crash

Go through so many turns that we’ll lose our way

But I can guarantee you

We will end up right back where we started

Buying that ticket

Standing in line

And riding that two minute ride

That equates to a lifetime

Of what we call us